crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Too Cute... His laughter lights up my soul and has managed to encompass my dreams. I miss his bad habits. He is oh so different from me and yet his is the same. I wonder if i can overlook his shortcomings and simply enjoy the innocence and essence that is HIM. Magnificantly innocent and pure, something that was nothing soon developed into something. Feelings that were once nonexsisitent are now pushed into focus. The arguments, heated discussions are soon forgotten as I remember the bliss that is him. The way that I feel is odd in that I don't know if he can appereciate me for the person I am. We agreed not to rush into this thing and take it slow. But my head is wanting one thing and my heart another. He's everything I'm not looking for, yet in him I see potential and perhaps even a future. But what makes me different from all the others? Because it's hard to believe that I'm the only one. And I've played this game time after time and I'm tired of being the second, thrid or fourth. If I'm giving someone my all, I want it to be mutual. If we're going to be together then we need to be together. No questions asked no drama no nothing. All I know is that somewhere along the lines in this game I got caught up and my feelings got hurt. And know I'm wondering if he's worth bunning up or if he's just trying to make me one of many. Because like the name says, I'm too cute not to be number one... 11:58 p.m. - January 17, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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