crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary

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Him, He's Just...THE MAN

I feel like I'm caught.
I kept telling myself I was over Beale but he has managed to encompass my dreams the last few weeks. Its like I've been forced to admire him from a distance and he's gotten so high on my wish list.
I keep wondering what I'll sacrifice to be with him and why a part of me LOVES him soo much. like I love him more that anything in this world. He...makes me feel..happy?
Is that the word? Because before him I was freaking' ecstatic about life. And it's like since him I've been really estranged from the game.
I wish I could go back in time to December. i think I would have handled things alot differently. I"m cool though. Working on being calm alot. And I think it's working because if anything. I just feel like damn, how can i love some one ive never even kissed?

11:44 a.m. - April 25, 2007

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