crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- - Uhhh!! Okay I know that I've been oddly quiet since my New Year's tirade but I've just been boring. LOL! No really...Like this weekend I went out for the first time in like a month or two and it was odd. Like I got tired fast and wanted to go home. So...I was back in before 12 and out like a light. I cannot hang at alllllll anymore. But ! I did finally talk to this guy. THE GUY. The one that I was talking to and kind of cut him off and felt sooo guilty about it. I am sooo imperfect that I forget to apologize when I hurt people's feelings. This will be the THIRD time that we attempt to talk and somehow I've messed it up all three times. Now I actually have to chase HIM. And pursue HIM. It's hard because my attention span is like two seconds long and I'm still not too sure that I want to settle down...at all..or ever. He's a GREAT guy and I like him alot but he doesn't make my heart flutter. And I know the angry me said that I like being single, because I do but at the same time I want someone that can make my breath stop, my palms sweat and whose memory induces smiles. He doesn't DO those things for me. He's great...but he's not IT. And isn't that what we're all after? Someone to make us feel like our lives before them was incomplete because they weren't a part of it. Sigh. I'm still the quintessential dreamer I guess.. 9:17 p.m. - January 21, 2008 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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