crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary

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Wow..I must say that I am very surprised that I went this long without posting. Especially considering that my blogging is an extension of me and here I place all my wild, crazy thoughts and adventures. However, stuff hasn't been that wild and crazy at all. Actually more so tiring and coma inducing.

First...the guy from my last post? KB? Well it's over. I mean...about 2 weeks ago we had this conversation and he said that it's been $ years and we're still at the same place and that he's moved on. Sure it’s hard. VERY hard. Considering we are both part of the same social circle I'm bound to see him at events and stuff. But thanks to the BEST friends in the world, I’m getting over it one heartache at a time. I haven't been though this since Lovely so it's all uncharted territory. I did not think that I was the jealous type...or you know one of those "hating ass bitches" however on Facebook when I'd see the girl he was talking to some vicious words would fall off my tongue. So I deleted and blocked him. IDK...it's really hard right now.

Umm...UMBC? School is coming along. It's so weird that I only have 3 semesters left. This time next year I’ll be getting ready for my last semester and that's CRAZY to me. Law school? I feel unprepared. But I'm applying for this summer program in Chicago, it's the whole month of June and it gives you great exposure to the LSATs and law school. So I'm hoping I get in..I could use the break.

Work? Well I love my coworkers. Yes..after 3 months I still feel like I work with the best people in the world. It's always a new adventure and everyone's like family. The only thing holding me back from this month in Chicago is that I have to leave my job. :-( I sure do love m coworkers though. Except one...he's a manager, my age and I was having sex dreams about him lol. But he acts like an ass and STAYS trying to carry me. No no no! Then he tells my manager that one day he's going to loose his job over me. Like...who does that? IDK..Is it rude to say I hate him?

So I’m at this loopy kind of happy/sad/heartache phase in my life. IDK where I’m headed but I hope I’ll end up a strong person….

I’m headed t o class now but I’ll be back to tell the story about this

8:09 a.m. - February 26, 2008

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