crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ~*Anger*~ Yo…I swear I’m about to start being a bitch again. People are starting to piss me off and make little ass boy moves and I do not have the time or energy to pretend like it does not get to me. And people always say I’m rude. WTF? Well it’s situations like the one I’m currently in that make me like that. I hate hate HATE when people LIE about situations to make themselves appear bigger or better. Ain’t no body up Laurel no fuckin’ body. You ain’t Diddy?! You ain’t Jay-Z?! So why the hell do you deem it necessary to run your mouth to your tramp about me? Why why why? Because I’m not understanding this at all. The year is almost over and I should not be having to deal with this type of drama. This is like a true test of how well I can handle my emotions. I’m all cried out. Stressed. I get no sleep. My eyes are red and they hurt when I close them. I refuse to react to this. Frankly, I no longer care what people have to say about me. Junior can run his mouth all he wants to. If that’s what he needs to make him feel better then he’s weak. Ain’t nothing but a little as boy and I can not let him try to defer my dream. He cannot. But I will give him hell. You guys I know I might seem crazy because I keep having mood swings but I’ve come to see that happiness is temporary. The pain that follows it is permanent. With all my thoughts and emotions, Crazee 7:52 p.m. - May 03, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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