crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ~*A New Innocent Relationship*~ I saw Junior today ::Sigh:: it was nice. That was the first time I ever chilled with a boy, and just laid there. And kissed. And did other little things. I was over there for almost two hours. The situation was tooo funny. He couldn't yeah..and he was mad that he couldn't get it up. He was made and I kept telling him it was okay because it's not that serious. So we ended up just laying there talking for about an hour. It was too sweet. Sweet kisses make me like him even more. Innocent actions. I really enjoyed just being with him. He's 6'2 so I felt PROTECTED in his arms and it felt nice. Real nice. Then when we walked to the bus stop [me to go him, him to go to practice] it was too funny. I like that boy so much! He rox my soxxx! And yeah..we do go together now. But keep that on the HUSH because I hate when people are in my business. This is my first relationship since September and my first time going with some one that actually went to Laurel since November 2003 when I went with that asshole Cliff. YUCK!! I hate that boy!! Everyone has a life but me! GOSH!! Kisha, Christian and Jevon definitely went out today to like a bazillion places and I was not even invited. Then when I got home Kisha was like you were over Junior’s house and we didn’t want to mess with that. I feel so left out! And then Kisha and Jevon applied for jobs together at Einstein Bagels. I feel so left out man! Then this weekend they’re going to the movies in Calverton. I wasn’t even invited! I only found out because I called Kisha to ask her if she wanted to go out with me on Saturday night and she said she would if she got back in time form the movies. Then she invited me but I don’t want to go because they didn’t invioted me in the beginning. Gosh, they leave me out of everything lately. Man….I’m so blown. I’m officially putting my self on the market. I need new friends. Everyone is splitting up and forming their little cliques and using my NEW relationship as a reason for not chilling with me. They don’t love me no more!! ::tear, tear:: “Where is the love?” – Black Eye Peas LMAO!! I’m so lonely!! With all my thoughts and emotions, Crazee 9:11 p.m. - April 19, 2005 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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