crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- ~*Getting Loose With a Gangsta*~ Today was a good day. This morning I went to the MVA to take the test for my Learners. I failed! I was so heated but I’m going to take it again on Wednesday. No pressure. My mother went to work this morning and since my father has Mondays and Fridays off he went to Virginia to do some stuff for my cousin at her house. Surprisingly my brothers went with him. So I was home, alone, for about five hours today. I was debating whether or not to call Eric but I did. I was debating whether or not to let him come over, but I did. He came over at like 12:42 and he was supposed to get his hair retwisted at 1:00. At first we was just watching TV and talking {I was telling him about how I failed the test} and staring at each other. Then I sat next to him on the couch and he starting kissing on my lower back and he was like, “I know you wanna get loose with a gangsta and I wanna get loose with you too.” Then we had a serious heart-to-heart conversation and he was saying all the right things. It was like he was reading my mind and just saying everything he knew I wanted to hear. He was telling me how much he cares about me and how he’s gonna be there for me forever, regardless and he asked me how can he prove to me that he cares. Then he was just holding me and that’s really the first time a guy has ever done that to me. Everything just felt so right… But I have sooo many trust issues and he’s really big on trust. So, when he left we got into this really big argument and it ended with me slamming the door and him leaving. Then I called him or whatever and apologized and he said he was mad because I wasn’t trying to let him leave. Whatever. As long as he’s not mad at me. He missed his hair appointment and was so pissed; now he has to be in D.C. by 10 tomorrow. So even if I could, I wouldn’t be able to see him tomorrow. Distance makes the heart grow fonder. Overall today was fun. I haven’t had this much fun in a long time if yall know what I mean. I’ll spare everyone all the sexual details {no we didn’t have sex}. That’s a little kinky. ::winkwink:: With all my thoughts and excitement, Crazee P.S. I still smell like him…. 4:32 p.m. - December 27, 2004 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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