crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- My Mind is Everywhere... Ah...there's so much for me to write I honestly don't know wher eto start. Okay..well I met another guy. We shall call him D, since that is what I cal lhim along with everyone else in the world. LOL! But he goes to Bowie State and hes a freshman. He's kind of...the total opposite of me. Like he acts like such a "hood" and everyone knows that I'm not into that (with the exception of Heartbreaker). Sam, you might know him?? Lwet me know. Anyways, he's my friend's joint's friend and they were hanging out so of course they wanted us to met. BIG MISTAKE! We argued the whole time! Like honestly, he makes me so upset! I think he was like seconds away from beating my ass and my friend made me sit in the car and told him to calm down. While I'm sitting in the car, mad as can be, he comes up to the window, knocks and I roll it down, thinking he's going to apologize and he goes " You're such an asshole". MAN!! I jumped out the car and was like "Blah blah blah go to hell blah blah blah I hate you" and finally my friend tells her joint that we have to go before me and D start fighting. We're sitting in the car back to her house and she goes "You guys are going to have sex and you're going to love it watch".. I'm thinking..no way! I hate this guy! So she calls her joint back and is like yeah your friend really made Jordana mad but give him her number (against my protests! ). So later that night we hook back up with them and as expected...I hooked up with him AND IT WAS THE BEST EVER!!! No lie. Like I was in a daze after looking at the ceiling and smiling and crap. So..I ended up spending the night with him. But nonetheless when we woke up we started arguing again. The that next night we spent together again and while we're laying down we has this BIG FIGHT. I mean like I was hitting him like for real and I was crying and stuff..then we made up. AND IT WAS GOOD! But I told him it doesn't make sense that we only seem to get along when we're laying down. Like really? It's weird! But when I let him Monday morning (I know right) we got along just fine. We've been talking on MySpace since then..but I don't know. This was too weeks ago and I haven't seen him since, we've talked on the phone but we STILL argue. Could that be how we show we like each other? Like we fight about everything. I mean..we argued about towels. COME ON! He went back home to NJ..so I gues I'll wait and see what happens next semester.. On the other hand, I still talk to Boobie. He is my main joint and I actually saw him Monday and we watched a movie together. It was fun. I mean, I like him alot. I didnt twell him about the D thing. It happened on the night we had a reallll bad argument and I dont want him to think that everytime we fight I'll run out and do something like this. I mean..I dont do things like that anymore. WE just made up on the 11th though because for a while things were really bad. I dont think we're together yet though and I dont know if I want to be with him either. I don't know what I want.. Can I keep both? LOL! But Boobie is coming home this week and I dont know if we're even going to hang out this week. WE BETTER! 12:54 a.m. - December 18, 2006 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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