crazeecookie's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Quickie A Quick Review of My Life: *Starting back at UMBC in 15 days and my birthday is in 12 days. Im not at all excited for either one because I feel like I am the same place I was 4 years ago. In other words I feel like I am not maturing? I know good things come to those who wait but how much longer do I wait? My friends are throwing a party for me on Saturday but I'm not excited. It's a chance for me to see them and see how much they have grown. Whatever *Feels like a lot of people are carbon copies of each other. Not my friends but others. I feel like everyone is getting pregnant and trying to be a model blahblahblah. Everyone is so into fashion now and crap. I know it's a fad, but I can't wait for this one to be over. For people to realize that everyone is not model material and that we should not be cookie cutter copies of each other. I'm tired of people flossing and stuff and being..unoriginal. *I feel like I am the last of a rare breed of PG County girls. Classy and wholesome. Though I know I have a lot of growing to do, at least I know in the end that I am a good person and not pretending to be something that I'm not. *Relationship wise? My best friend is definitely in a relationship and it's made me realize that I need to settle down and chill. So for the last..I want to say 8 weeks I've been keeping to myself. Of course there are a few guys that are "prospectives" but in my heart I know who I really want to be with. I'm not sure if he knows and I doubt that he's ready. He send me mixed messages and I'm not pressed about it. I've been taking it one step a day and either way I know that I am not getting my feelings hurt. In the end, in short.I'm just doing me at this point. 9:09 p.m. - August 15, 2007 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- |
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